finally I arrived in Berlin and after some hassle to find a base, I started to look for a shared flat. Oh it’s complicated. all I do is search for announcements, call and try to get a date to visit. all that can only be done in th evening. so yesterday I run through three flats to have a meeting with people fed up of seeing masses of people, who move in.
It’s a very strange conversation evry time, what am i doing, how do they share things. I am bored. in the end i leave a contact and say see you. People seem to collect about ten contacts befoere making a decission. Why? If there is somebody interested and not totally wrong for the other people, you just could say, ok, lets try. but like this evryone seem to head for the perfect solution, like they would decide for marriage.
up to now, there are three flats i could imagine to live in, now i am waiting and i will collect another 7, just to be sure, that in the end i will find something, its a gamble game in a way, but I did not say definitly no to anyone, either, just in case i am not the one and only for someone. Why the hell it is complicated like this …