metropolitan life …
.. can be hard. hardcore. you need to be loud, if you want to be heard. you can, but you also need to present yourself, evryday if you can manage to go out of your cocoon. you definitly experience more, than you can react on.
so İ choosed amd İ know why. there is possibility to exist as an human being, if you manage, just to the next stranger in the street. - oh, İ got pathetic, sorry, İ`m in the mood to.
İ just told a friend, İ don`t want to see him right now and probably not the next weeks, or however, not in the state he is now. İt makes me sad.
As İ know, this all is not saying to much to you and İ can`t be more concrete here im public, but talking aboyt a public issue is not the thing İ want to do now, you get just a pic:
so.
@jelena.: İ still like this version more
'
No and i still prefere the other one.
Making a decission, which you dont like but have to make is always and everywhere hard. But may be being pathetic can help a little bit. I once had to decide something like this, too. If you know a very smart side of a person but cannot manage something that this person also is .. and you know that you are not able and willing to change this .. I dont know so much possibilities left in such a case. May be waiting, but may experience with idea this was a bad one..
Comment by jelena — Tue May 16 06 @ 9:02 pm