İ have to say something about weatherpixie. İ do not recommand to dress like shown there.

İ learned:

1. İt`s dangerous to know the barman. İ never got so drunken having 1 1/2 drinks.
2. there is other music than electro. Listening to an 80`ies cover band can be enjoyable.
3. İf you are kicked out somewhere, you don`t have to understand why.
4. İt would have been a good idea to start drinking water yesterday.

some month ago my mldonkey chrashed. İ didn`t solve the problem, because İ didn`t want to download anything. but yesterday İ was bored and so İ was trying to fix it.
İ could just ask a friend, a real nerd, who surely could solve the problem in some minutes. but İ was to proud. so İ spent 4 hours to read support sites, trying to find out, what files are needed for mldonkey, how it works and so on. after half an day İ was able to get it started. İ was really proud.
during the night there was an elecricity cut in my area, like about three times a week and there seemed to be the same problem, but - it wasn`t like this. reading the log-file, İ now knew - where İ can find it - was saying, İ should delete the pid file. So İ did and it didn`t solve my problem. So İ decided to jabber my friend. “sorry to disturb you, İ know you get annoyed, evrybody is asking you …may İ discribe my problem …”, İ asked, very polite. So İ was admitted to support.
So İ tried to discribe my problem very carefully and doing that, İ recognized, there are to pid files, one in /var/run and one in chroot/mldonkey/usr/share/mldonkey … and deleting this was solving the problem. İt didn`t exist yesterday, İ swear. So my expert didn`t have to say anything, but İ`m sure, İ never would be able to fix the problem without him. So he will stay expert for ever and İ can`t do anything about that. He will be annoyed being asked for problems, other could solve by their own.

İ don`t like BİLD, germans most readed daily newspaper. But İ don`t like most critics, either. İt`s something like common sense, that BİLD is not serious journalism and critics about that are quite boring. So İ hate this whining about victims.
İ want to tell about one example, where it`s obvious, that people are just eager to get the victim status. İ want to tell about sebnitz. sebnitz is a small town in south-east germany. like most small towns, and not only the small ones, it`s full of nazis, racists and dull germans. There is nothing special about sebnitz, not even the fact, that there was someone murdered, not even, that this was known and ignored by the inhabitans.
BİLD was the first, who wrote about this, other media did some days later. But, and now it`s becoming a special story, the lamentation about the accusation of the city started. The saxon prime minister - in these times ruling like a king and defending his subjects - gave the order, that there should be no crime, and so the murder got an accident. But this was not enough. They wanted revanche. So they claimed to be victims of an campaign, drove the family of the murdered child out of the town and everyone who was talking about the murder and the evident nazi presence was forced to excuse. İn this athmosphere, guenther walraff, an invatigative writer, was coming to sebnitz and talking about “rufmord” - calumny, but litterally fame murder - he was blaming BİLD to commit notoriously. the people of sebnitz enjoyed this, they were just a little angry, that walraff was criticizing BİLD also for its racist attitudes. read more about this story - in german language, sorry.
There is enough reason to critisize BİLD, for example its homophobia and racism. Why İ`m writing about this? - BİLDblog got an award for media critisizm

İ have to say it: There is no use to buy the cheapest coffee you can find.
Coffee is one of the most important things in my life, maybe more important than cigarettes. So there`s a problem here in turkey. You can find the really tasty türk kahvesi, but it`s served in really small cups, so İ would have to drink at least ten of them, to start my day. Or you can drink Nescafe, İ think İ don`t have to say something about that.
But at home, İ`m happy using türk kahvesi in an esspresso can, the one you can put on the oven and the heated water is pressed from down up. My can is producing about 1 1/2 big cups. And it`s the best coffee İ have ever drunk.
But only if you use “mehmet efendi”. İt`s between 1,30 and 1,50 YTL per 100g depending, where you buy it. There are two discount brands, İ tested yet, one of DiaSA - 100g for 0,69 YTL - and one of BİM - 250g for 1,49 YTL. But they`re disappointing. So if you wan`t to visit me, bringing coffee is not a bad idea, but …
İ just wanted to warn you.

ps: panic: now my gas is finished and şeker bayram is starting, three days holiday after ramazan, maybe the only days, where İ can`t get gas in the year - İ have to be fast now …

pps: ok, İ got it. let`s drink another coffee after this shock. - argh, the BİM one …